Monica Lewinsky: ‘The shame sticks to you like tar’

Nearly 20 years ago, Monica Lewinsky found herself at the heart of a political storm. Now she's turned that dark time into a force for good

One night in London in 2005, a woman said a surprisingly eerie thing to Monica Lewinsky. Lewinsky had moved from New York a few days earlier to take a master's in social psychology at the London School of Economics. On her first weekend, she went drinking with a woman she thought might become a friend. "But she suddenly said she knew really high-powered people," Lewinsky says, "and I shouldn't have come to London because I wasn't wanted there."

Lewinsky is telling me this story at a table in a quiet corner of a West Hollywood hotel. We had to pay extra for the table to be curtained off. It was my idea. If we hadn't done it, passersby would probably have stared. Lewinsky would have noticed the stares and would have clammed up a little. "I'm hyper-aware of how other people may be perceiving me," she says.