My family has fled Rafah for yet another ‘safe’ area. By now we know there is is no such thing | Mohammed Al Khatib

This is the ninth time we have been displaced. In this humanitarian zone', we can hear bombing and shooting all around us

• Mohammed Al Khatib is a senior programme manager for Medical Aid for Palestinians in Gaza

I am an aid worker, and my work involves supporting the local healthcare system and providing aid to communities around me. But like everyone in Gaza, I am also simply trying to survive. Until recently, I was sheltering and working in Rafah. I was forced to flee there from Khan Younis with my family, after the area was designated as a humanitarian safe zone". Yet it was not long until the Israeli military began its invasion of Rafah, and we were forced to move again after Israel's evacuation orders.

The situation in Rafah is now utterly chaotic. People do not know where to move to, and are terrified of going somewhere else that will get bombed. Just days after the international court of justice ordered Israel to halt its military offensive there, the Israeli army fired missiles at a tent encampment in a safe zone" of west Rafah, killing at least 45 Palestinians and injuring dozens more. This news was followed by shocking and abhorrent images showing burned and dismembered bodies, including those of children. On Tuesday, more Israeli army airstrikes reportedly killed 21 displaced Palestinians in al-Mawasi, another so-called safe zone, where Israeli authorities had apparently told Palestinians to flee.

Mohammed Al Khatib is a senior programme manager for Medical Aid for Palestinians (MAP) in Gaza. This article was co-produced with his colleagues in London, based on WhatsApp messages and voice notes. The situation on the ground in Rafah is rapidly changing. This article was written on 28 May with the information that Mohammed had at the time